17Changes, changes…
I look back on all the shit I’ve posted on here. And I’m like…Damn. Life is so different now.
I am now
1.Jobless.
2.Single.
3.Getting ready to go to school full time
and finally,
4.Happier than ever.
I’ve got a new guy that I’m interested in, and who is interested in me.
And I’ve got new opportunities and posibilities ahead of me.
I let go of so much baggage and shitty people in my life
No longer being treated like shit by a cheating asshole
Yes, life is very good right now. I’m so excited for what comes next.
Oh yeah, and I got all my hair cut off and put in a nose ring :P On a shallower note.
I miss knowing what the fuck is going on. I’m at that strange point in my life where everything is a first. First love, first job, first college experience, first place of my own, etc. And It’s frankly very overwhelming. I’m trying to find a balance between all of these things, while also trying to figure out how each of them work.
My job puts me in constant pain. My professors go extremely fast and never explain anything. My money finds its way out of my hands before I can blink my eyes. My first love is slowy slipping through my fingers.
I just don’t know what to do. I’m finding myself sort of at a split in all of these paths.
Before you call me
I am disassembling myself after work
Taking apart the pieces of my clothes,
My hair, and my composure
I am settling into the sea
Of my newly cleaned sheets
And swimming peacefully into sleep
My shell on the floor, my soft underbelly exposed
All troubles ignored
The phone beside me rings
I pick it up with my half melted butter fingers
And hear the soft sleepiness in your voice
Sounding like when an angel sings
And my fingers and body half melted
Turn to a pool of comfort and warmth
You wish me sweet dreams
You tell me you love me
Then I completely dissolve
Into my pillow
So uh, I went on this forum site. And I posted about my disdain for Kesha. and 1.I got bitched out by a bunch of 14 year old girls and faggots for 10 FUCKING PAGES 2. Felt like a massive troll and 3. Decided to delete my account and never visit that site again, even though I previously enjoyed that site.
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